Alright i'm back here to see how my blog is rotting.

Welcome 2011! A new decade/year to begin with. A new start. And i'll work hard, doubly, triply or whatever it takes to get to where i want.

It was a good 2 years in army where i've went through pretty much lots of ups and downs, and i've grown defintely. So you're looking at the new me, seriously. Don't expect to take up too much of my time if you ain't worth it.

So it's the year i'm turning 21. Not going to do up a big celebration at chalets or what, i'll probably just do a close door event with my close friends. Wondering what's the big hype of turning 21. Well, I wouldn't mind presents if you're more than willing to give. LOL!

And I guess i've been quite influenced by my elder brother recently. So now i'm totally into gadgets and technological stuff. So i'm really looking forward to getting my own laptop, razor keyboard and mouse. *HINT HINT* you can google on the razor blackwidow ultimate. =p

I'm going to do a cleanup to my room and my stuff. Most importantly, my life. And to all those who are still walking down the emo path, it's time to move on as things won't change if you're continuously looking back.

When the two of you first got together, breaking up was tough.
When the two of you broke up, getting over it was tougher.
When you get over it, erasing that part of your memory is the toughest.

P.S. eh bro, you should clean up all the remnants of your past as well. LOL!

Ok. I realised florists are flooding my tagboard. So i'm here to post something to deter them from spamming my tagboard. Hopefully it helps.

Well, it's been a good 7 months since i last blogged. Just too lazy to blog nowadays. And also because I don't feel like writing things down. But i'm here today at least. So it's 3 months away from the big O. Feels so near yet so far. Then comes another problem, gotta start finding work to do. Sigh. Humans are so contradictive. The good thing is that i will not wear green at least. oh wells.

Journey to adulthood enters yet another phase. Gotta sign up for ACCA. Not sure if i'm making a good decision. And i'm not sure if i can make it. But if i don't try, i'll neer know right. Taking a step into the dark, hoping everything will be alright. Uni is like starting next year august. Totally don't feel like going back into studying. Guess i'm too used to 'enjoying' life in the army, without having to think and worry bout studies and results. Should just sign on and stay in the army. haha.

I hope to make it big someday. I wanna live a life where i can at least enjoy certain luxuries. Don't wanna live my life in vain. So i'm going to work hard for my future. Not going to waste my time anymore.

Always feel like blogging but yet lazy to get down to blogging. Oh well, first and foremost, happy new year to all! 10 days late but nonetheless still my best wishes. haha. So It's been an eventful 2009 and hopefully this year will be much better! And yes, ORD year! 10 months to go.

I guess my first resolution for the new year would be to get both my licences! haha. Bike's one in Jan, Driving's in Feb. So pray for me! For some reason, i ain't that confident as my TP gets closer. Oh well, just hope things go well for me.

Then secondly, i need to start saving up! Damn. i'm spending more than what i'm getting for allowance in the army. To think that i wanted to save up since i entered army. But biking and driving did take a toll on my expenses. Not forgetting the occasional socialising outings. LOL! that aside, i still can't figured how i spend so much. Oh well, now that i've 10 months left to go, i better save save and SAVE!

That's the only 2 resolutions i have for now. I've decided that i will not resolve to getting a gf this year. haha! Shall stay single and enjoy myself first. At least till uni, then i will start openning up my options. So can contact my secretary to start taking queue numbers. JUST KIDDING! ok jokes aside, this 2010 didn't really start off on a good note, so i just hope it gets better and better. yeah. To everyone out there, may your wishes come true in 2010!

Merry Xmas to all!

And this year christmas has officially ended 2 hours ago. Well, it didn't start on the correct note as well since i was doing guard duty on the christmas eve. Damn. Sucks totally.. Oh well, the only reason that i could think of that can explain why i didn't have the festive mood is probably coz i didn't spend it with friends these year, save for my army mates. LOL! Besides that, being single also made me realise that Xmas is a season of giving, to myself. haha.. Jokes aside, i did have that tinge of jealousy when i see couples taking a stroll down the streets during this festive season. Then again, singlehood still rocks totally!

I've decided that the next few things i wanna get would burn a hole in my pocket seriously. So i'm gonna start saving. For some reason, i haven't been able to save much for the past few months due to going for bike and driving lessons etc. And not forgetting the money spent on pampering myself at times. But this is all for a good cause, so that my life would be better in the future. HAHAHA! self delusion. screw it. I've decided that it's not totally worth it to sacrifice all the present, in order to gain just a little more in the future. It's hard to find the balance, but you just gotta try.

Today i received a card from a very good friend of mine. I could recognise the handwriting even before i open the card. So shocked for that moment. But i knew she's one of the very few that would make the effort to do such things. Sad to say, she's gonna leave singapore for overseas studies. Sigh.. I'm so going to miss her when she's gone. And i'll remember how i used to rant and whine to her about everything under the sun.. There goes one very good listener and advisor.. And if you happen to be the one that i'm referring to, i just wanna say, thanks for always being there when i need you.

And yes, to EUNICE my bro, i know results have kinda affected you lately, but keep your head up man! Don't tell me you're gonna let such a small thing take you down.. Cheer up alright! Work harder the next sem, and i'm pretty sure you're gonna do much much much MUCH BETTER! =D

Last but not least, to the birthday girl who happens to have a her birthday on xmas day itself, happy 18th birthday! you can finally go club with ur own IC. haha. and yeah, life isn't all about finding a partner man.. Don't need to always be so emo as well.. keep smiling!

Decided to come back after leaving this blog to rot for a good 4 months.. And i revived the tagboard as well.

These 4 months had been a roller coaster ride i would say. So much has happened and so much changes had occurred. I can't find a point to start from so i shall skip the details. Well, i've finally gotten my 3rd sergeant rank. But with greater power comes greater responsibility, and greater shit awaits. The only thing that i can look forward to would be the backpay at least. Gonna save up for my bike, hopefully. It was and still is, my dream to ride a sports bike. 1 month more to go to TP, god bless me eh. And driving TP is 2 months from now, figured that i ain't really cut out for driving yet. haha. Hope things will turn for the better soon.

And so, weekends have been really short. Duties and duties and duties have taken up so many of my weekends. In addition to driving and biking lessons, totally dun feel like i have a life now seriously. Need to really spend time catching up with friends when things start to tone down.. sigh..

Sometimes i feel so tired but there ain't a shoulder for me to lean on.

i need to unwind.


Tik Tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

[Chorus]

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -
[Chorus] x 2
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got me
DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party dont stop until I walk in

[Chorus] x 2

Went back VJ last monday to collect my A' level cert. The whole journey there simply reminded me of the past when i used to took that route to school every morning. Seeing students in the cream coloured uniform with some not tucking in the shirt just made me feel like i'm part of them. haha. Not to say that i dun tuck in my shirt eh. And walking into the school compound, i realised that i really really miss VJ. Never had i felt such a strong feeling for the school. Maybe that's what they meant by you will only cherish the times spent when you look back in time. And i was looking back at all the friendster comments and messages too. haha. Some were really hilarious i would say, and some i didn't even rmb what happened. But nonetheless, they were something that i could look back at and laugh it off i guess?

So ytd's party ended prematurely, due to this friend of mine getting himself all wasted. Lie on the ground and vommitted all over. I told myself i will never get myself in that situation. And i'm starting to get tired of clubbing, for some reason. haha. Believe it or not, it's up to you. Oh well, it's probably just an avenue to destress.

As for army, life's still ain't getting any easier. Outfield after outfield. This coming outfield is the last, for now. Hope i can tahan the 3 days. Praying hard that i won't collapse outfield eh. After this week all will be peaceful for some time at least.

I don't like people tagging under anonymous btw. And i dunno how you get the impression from my post that looks are everything. Honestly speaking, it will play a part in some way or another, whether you want it or not, but it's definitely not the crunch factor to me. So please do not misinterpret eh. =)

So it's probably another hour or so before i leave home for camp. And it's gonna be the same old shit again. Weekends always seemed to pass so much faster. And i'm lacking in sleep. Off to settle some stuff and pack my bag. Till then, cya folks!

So it's been a week of ups and downs. Next week ain't gonna be easy, neither will the following week. But i will survive, i hope. And my poor knee better buck up eh. Stupid 10km screwed my knee for some unknown reason. sigh.

Alright, last min decision to club on fri. This time didn't have my usual khakis with me eh. But nonetheless it was awesome! And my friend almost became cinderella in the club. lols. Oh well, all i know was that the next morning i almost couldn't wake up in time for my bike lesson. The mini hangover took me a good 5 mins of sitting right up in my bed before i could go and bathe. haha. So moral of the story, dun club if i'm gonna go for bike lesson the next morning.

Oh i caught jack neo's latest movie, 'where got ghosts'. It was quite hilarious, with the local touch of coz. Although there are certain parts which are quite dumb, i would still say it's a watchable family film. lols. So if you understand hokkien, and looking for a movie to laugh it off, go catch it!

ok random thought for the past few days. The next gf that i'm gonna get, i would still wan her to be able to bake cookies for me. On top of that, i wan her to be pretty. haha. This might sound kinda shallow, BUT i just can't stand seeing other guys with pretty girlfriends. LOL! call it jealous, envy, whatsoever. Next girl that i'm gonna say that she's my gf, i wan her to be able to turn heads. This is totally random. Not hinting anything either. But i'm single, yes! haha. Just that i guess i'm not available. YET. no particular reason.

And for some reason, people around me are emo-ing more and more eh. haha. And this's is not a good sign. I'll try my best to cheer you all up! I wan my friends to be happy, and that would probably be the best reason for me to continue smiling when times are hard. =) gd nite people!

p.s this might be a rather emo post, but i'm not emo-ing hor. haha.