想跟我吵架
我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉
我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣
我给不了安慰
我又在摇头
有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始
能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起那悬在记忆中的美好
Hm.. This song is nice. I guess it just brings back memories? I dunno if there will ever be a time again when we both thought of each other at the same time, but yeah. I hope at least i made you smile before.
So it's the end of first week in my new camp. Hm.. kinda slack i would say.. Basically it's just eat, sleep and doing PT. It seems like honeymoon right now but i know what's looming ahead is gonna be damn tough. At least i'll have my 1 month stayout bike course coming up. That means i'll be sleeping on my own bed everyday! wahaha.. Oh well, that also means transport expenditure is gonna rise. rarh!
Caught Terminator Salvation today with a bunch of guys at PS, was overall an ok show i would say? The ending was disappointing so it's not worth a weekend price ticket definitely. Yeah. Then it was food fair with my family, can't missed it everytime. I just love going food fairs! Ate and drank till i was damn full, and my dinner was basically food from everywhere.
The thought of going back camp today sucks. Sigh. Why does my weekends pass so fast?! And damn i feel like going to club and drink. Need some way to release all my bottled-up frustrations and lousy mood. Alright i'm off to sleep. Nite.
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That's When I Love You
by Aslyn
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you, no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you, no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what
Y O U T U B E L O V E
Ariel LIN!
this is totally A-W-E-S-O-M-E
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
heyo! =D my name is Henry. Henry is an outgoing and cheerful boy! Although he tends to be ABIT emo himself sometimes. He enjoys playing different kinds of sports, but specialise in basketball. He generally loves to go out shopping and chat on msn. Henry is currently serving out his NS
N I N E T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 19 years old, aren't i?
ONE I am a guy. TWO I prefer the female sex to its counterpart. THREE No specific criteria as long as I like you FOUR And i will take the initiative to get you FIVE I am quite noisy. SIX I can rant quite abit. SEVEN Sometimes i do use vulgarities. EIGHT That's because i'm more expressive. =p NINE I am very good at listening to problems. TEN In fact i could solve them too. ELEVEN I could almost cheer anyone up. TWELVE I'm not lying. THIRTEEN I hate liars. FOURTEEN Especially girls. FIFTEEN More than often, i appeared stronger than i am. SIXTEEN I still need someone afterall. SEVENTEEN I lost trust in the so called 'forever' EIGHTEEN I'm not sure what i'm looking for actually NINETEEN Maybe someone out there can enlighten me.
W I S H L I S T
Things that i wish for at the moment.
Wii(with a guitar hero set)
SONY ERICSSON W950I
New running shoes
Go overseas
T A G B O A R D
Express your views.
心跳
2:59 AM - Sunday, May 31, 2009
same old shit again.
7:54 PM - Sunday, May 24, 2009
Argh! I can't believe it's the end of block leave today! And it's back to hell tomorrow. Sigh.. oh wells, i just pray and hope that my company will treat me nicely. =D
So yeah, i'll try to enjoy my last day of civilian life. This entire week really feels like i'm in HEAVEN lar.. LOL! But everything has to end somehow yeah. So i just had a great dinner, homemade by my mum. And i'm gonna go get myself a cup of BEN & JERRYS! Yes i have 2 whole tubs waiting for me. So if you want some, come my house! haha. Then it's gonna be packing of stuff to bring into camp tml then to lalaland.
It's gonna be the start of another phase. Not sure where is the end, but i hope i'll pull through this one. Again.
So yeah, i'll try to enjoy my last day of civilian life. This entire week really feels like i'm in HEAVEN lar.. LOL! But everything has to end somehow yeah. So i just had a great dinner, homemade by my mum. And i'm gonna go get myself a cup of BEN & JERRYS! Yes i have 2 whole tubs waiting for me. So if you want some, come my house! haha. Then it's gonna be packing of stuff to bring into camp tml then to lalaland.
It's gonna be the start of another phase. Not sure where is the end, but i hope i'll pull through this one. Again.
nostalgia
5:34 PM - Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Well, just came back from watch the VJ basketball team clinched 3rd place for both guys and girls. Congrats! Stepping into the courts just bring back the feeling of playing on it for the past 3 years. Haha. Just miss running up and down on the courts and shooting hoops. In short, i miss playing basketball. Competitive basketball. Hearing all the cheers by the supporters and singing the school anthem definitely evoke past memories that i've had. Yes i'm emo-ing but i don't care. LOL!
Block leave makes me feel like something is missing from my life. Too used to the regimental lifestyle of the army i guess? Now that i've officially completed my BSLC, i'm getting closer to being a sergeant! haha. But i'm gonna become a bloody recce spec. And hearsay that the journey is freaking tough. At least i get to learn how to ride a bike or jeep? And it's a 4 week stayout course! SHIOK! Let's see how it goes. Oh yeah, the 30km route march sucks to the max!
And yes, i've just summited my online acceptance for SMU's information systems. I realised computer engineering ain't something that i wanted. So for now, smu will be my choice. Maybe i'll apply for something else next year, maybe not. Then again, all the fears that i have in diving into the course are haunting me non-stop. I know it's not going to be easy, I just hope i don't drown in it? And certainly stepping out of my comfort zone once again is tough i would say. So wish me luck!
And life isn't that bad when you look at it from another point of view. So cheer up yeah bro! night of the museum 2 on fri! woots! =D
Block leave makes me feel like something is missing from my life. Too used to the regimental lifestyle of the army i guess? Now that i've officially completed my BSLC, i'm getting closer to being a sergeant! haha. But i'm gonna become a bloody recce spec. And hearsay that the journey is freaking tough. At least i get to learn how to ride a bike or jeep? And it's a 4 week stayout course! SHIOK! Let's see how it goes. Oh yeah, the 30km route march sucks to the max!
And yes, i've just summited my online acceptance for SMU's information systems. I realised computer engineering ain't something that i wanted. So for now, smu will be my choice. Maybe i'll apply for something else next year, maybe not. Then again, all the fears that i have in diving into the course are haunting me non-stop. I know it's not going to be easy, I just hope i don't drown in it? And certainly stepping out of my comfort zone once again is tough i would say. So wish me luck!
And life isn't that bad when you look at it from another point of view. So cheer up yeah bro! night of the museum 2 on fri! woots! =D
last week of BSLC
4:02 PM - Sunday, May 10, 2009
HOHOHO! it's the last week of me BSLC. That's the good thing. The bad thing is, i'm most probably going to become a recce spec after that. Now i must pray that i cross over to ocs. COME ON TAKE ME! haha. But i'll just leave it to fate lar. If that's what arranged for me then so be it. At least i'll get to learn how to ride a motorbike! And 4 weeks stayout! shiok.
I've just cleared my SOC last fri. Great sense of achievement! Only 16 out of 55 cleared it in my platoon? haha. Hm.. and i had my chemical defence shit last week as well. We were exposed to tear gas and forced to say our nric, rank and name. And after that, i cried for a good 5 mins at least. The worst thing is you can't wipe off ur tears with ur contaminated suit. Thinking back, i'll never get to experience such things in my life if not for the army. Gonna move on to my next phase of NS life soon.
Went to Kbox and drink last fri.. I didn't know we can turn the kbox room into our own club. LOL! We were damn high, probably coz of the choice of songs we were singing and dancing to. We should do it again! haha. At that moment, at least we forget all the problems we had in our lives and enjoy that second of escape.
My university choice hasn't been decided yet. And I'm running out of time. I really want to have a hostel life in uni, so i guess SMU's option should be out already. Between NTU and NUS, i dunno which is better. oh well.. Shall have a better idea after next week's tea session.
I wanna watch wolverine, friday the 13th! But apparently so many ppl have watched it already that there's no one left to watch with me. LOL! So i'll just settle for the online version when i find it. It's always the case. Next time i'll resort to going to the movies alone if i have no choice. haha. Some emo-kid.. OH there's the upcoming transformers as well! *hint hint*
I've been talking to loads of people lately. About wat? alot of things. haha. But yeah, just trying to catch up with lots of friends now that i have the time. Need to take a break, need to sort out my thoughts in life.
You're Not Sorry
Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
I've just cleared my SOC last fri. Great sense of achievement! Only 16 out of 55 cleared it in my platoon? haha. Hm.. and i had my chemical defence shit last week as well. We were exposed to tear gas and forced to say our nric, rank and name. And after that, i cried for a good 5 mins at least. The worst thing is you can't wipe off ur tears with ur contaminated suit. Thinking back, i'll never get to experience such things in my life if not for the army. Gonna move on to my next phase of NS life soon.
Went to Kbox and drink last fri.. I didn't know we can turn the kbox room into our own club. LOL! We were damn high, probably coz of the choice of songs we were singing and dancing to. We should do it again! haha. At that moment, at least we forget all the problems we had in our lives and enjoy that second of escape.
My university choice hasn't been decided yet. And I'm running out of time. I really want to have a hostel life in uni, so i guess SMU's option should be out already. Between NTU and NUS, i dunno which is better. oh well.. Shall have a better idea after next week's tea session.
I wanna watch wolverine, friday the 13th! But apparently so many ppl have watched it already that there's no one left to watch with me. LOL! So i'll just settle for the online version when i find it. It's always the case. Next time i'll resort to going to the movies alone if i have no choice. haha. Some emo-kid.. OH there's the upcoming transformers as well! *hint hint*
I've been talking to loads of people lately. About wat? alot of things. haha. But yeah, just trying to catch up with lots of friends now that i have the time. Need to take a break, need to sort out my thoughts in life.
You're Not Sorry
Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
You're not sorry, no no ohhh
Deja Vu
1:37 AM - Sunday, May 03, 2009
Woah.. They say lightning will not strike the same place twice, but today i experience the exact same situation as yesterday. I didn't know what happened but i saw the exact same thing happen again. Luckily everything was under control, as far as i know. So yeah, i'm really afraid. I'm afraid to lose a friend, esp a close one. All the emo monsters should be eliminated so people do not have to suffer from such a horrible disease. I wonder why so many precautions are taken to counter the swine flu, yet none is in placed to fight emo-ness. LOL! oh well..
I'm in love with Kboxing! I wanna sing sing SING! Just feel like singing my hearts out. So next time can jio me out to kbox! I missed the party-ing life. I'm gonna get it back. And i realised i'm a retard who doesn't sleep when i can, and then sleep during times that i'm supposed to stay awake. Just like how i'm spending the time blogging now instead of sleeping.
And yes, i finally bought 2 tubs of ben & jerrys for myself. 22.85 bucks. Promotion at NTUC. Go get it! Gonna open them tml! =D
A few more songs and i'm off to sleep. It's a cold and windy night.
You chose to walk out of my sight, but at that very moment, you not only walked out of my sight.
I'm in love with Kboxing! I wanna sing sing SING! Just feel like singing my hearts out. So next time can jio me out to kbox! I missed the party-ing life. I'm gonna get it back. And i realised i'm a retard who doesn't sleep when i can, and then sleep during times that i'm supposed to stay awake. Just like how i'm spending the time blogging now instead of sleeping.
And yes, i finally bought 2 tubs of ben & jerrys for myself. 22.85 bucks. Promotion at NTUC. Go get it! Gonna open them tml! =D
A few more songs and i'm off to sleep. It's a cold and windy night.
You chose to walk out of my sight, but at that very moment, you not only walked out of my sight.
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2:29 AM - Friday, May 01, 2009
Quote of the day, "It is impossible to be completely close to someone whom you have been emotionally distant."
Hm.. For some reasons, alot has been running through my mind the past few days. And for some reasons, maybe i've been avoiding things for too long, pretending that nothing has happened but in fact so much has happened. Oh well, I'll handle things rationally i hope.
It's 2 more weeks to the end of BSLC! and hopefully i get into a good vocation. Regarding whether i would cross over to OCS, i shall just leave it to fate. haha. Kinda half-hearted but if that's my calling, then i guess i'll go? I can't wait to get out of army! rarh! 1 year 5 months more!
And i'm still in a dilemma as to which uni i should go to! All 3 unis offered me a place, which is a good thing. Having a choice is a good thing, yet it is a bad thing when u have to make the choice. I really want to go smu but i'm not confidant at all in taking up the course. Don't wanna just go then can't cope with the course. Even if smu is not in the pic, i can't decide nus or ntu would be better. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING! RARH!
I wanna shout out loud! Anyone wanna hit the beach with me?!
Hm.. For some reasons, alot has been running through my mind the past few days. And for some reasons, maybe i've been avoiding things for too long, pretending that nothing has happened but in fact so much has happened. Oh well, I'll handle things rationally i hope.
It's 2 more weeks to the end of BSLC! and hopefully i get into a good vocation. Regarding whether i would cross over to OCS, i shall just leave it to fate. haha. Kinda half-hearted but if that's my calling, then i guess i'll go? I can't wait to get out of army! rarh! 1 year 5 months more!
And i'm still in a dilemma as to which uni i should go to! All 3 unis offered me a place, which is a good thing. Having a choice is a good thing, yet it is a bad thing when u have to make the choice. I really want to go smu but i'm not confidant at all in taking up the course. Don't wanna just go then can't cope with the course. Even if smu is not in the pic, i can't decide nus or ntu would be better. THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING! RARH!
I wanna shout out loud! Anyone wanna hit the beach with me?!
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