This shall be a random 5-min blogpost before i go off to sleep. It's like almost 2am right now. Can't seem to kick the nocturnal habit. But well, at least i managed to get my maths paper done just now. Really hope to do well for A's.

Oh yeah, went running again just now. But this time, i had a double stitch while running and i almost died on the way back. haha. Exaggerated but really very xin ku ah! It was left stitch at first, then somehow it moved to the right. AND THEN, both sides stitch. just my luck today. But running makes me feel better and in a better state of mind to study. =)

My family might be planning to go overseas in dec! Like wow! But my mum tell me to pay for part of the costs. hm.. Don't really mind paying as long as there's plenty of shopping to be done. haha. I'm a extreme shopaholic if you do not know. My shopping stamina has so far been unrivalled as far as i know. lols. Come challenge me!

just as i was listening to the famous jason mraz 'i'm yours', somehow it triggered an impulse in me. oh well, shan't think so much. I'm gonna go off to sleep! lalala. gd nite!

Don't really feel like going to sleep so i decide to come and blog. Listening to a couple of emo songs right now.. Words can't expressed my emotions i guess? Oh well..

Went to play ball with my 'sisters' just now. would it be weird if i put jies? lolx. yeah you know what i mean. Haven't ball for quite some time and i'm kinda rusty. Was inside the paint for most of the time coz i'm a guy. But the opponents are all much bigger and taller. Although i'm much FITTER and STRONGER. hm.. LOL! but yeah. Had a couple of knocks here and there but i'm still alive and kicking. =p Felt much better with their company, maybe with all the lameness and jokes. haha.

Hm.. I failed econs again. yes again. damn it. I really tried my best leh. sigh. Really hopeless in this topic. Since wed, i've been trying to get my hands on loads of question papers for maths and physics. Haven't got any for chem yet. I'm gonna practise and practise and do hell lot of papers. Just gonna play out my last weekend and then get down to serious work. I just can't stand losing out to ppl actually.

My end year overseas trips are getting nowhere. lolx. So irritating. Cost factor not really a prob but it is still a problem when it gets too high huh. haha. I might end up rotting in singapore while my other friends go overseas. Maybe i shall make a trip to pulau ubin since i haven't been there for some time. LOL! Self-delusion. lalala.. At least it'll keep me occupied.

ARGH! I can't get studies off my mind. sigh.. Suddenly my little world seemed to buckle under the immense stress load. It proved too heavy afterall. jiayou bah! i can do it. =)




Take Your Sweet Time

It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do

[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime

Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?

[Repeat Chorus]


Hm.. Not sure if i'd put this song up before but it's a nice song anyway. So no harm.. Yeah. I'm gonna go get some beauty sleep. Good night people! =D

Went for a swim today with my friend. Not really there to swim but more of to just soak in water. haha. Coz my muscles were aching so badly that i can't walk steadily.. So i guess being in the pool for awhile might aid in recovery. Feeling much better now. But there's a new problem. There's water in my right ear somehow and i can't get it out. damn it. So irritating.

Oh yeah, got back maths today. Much to my disappointment, i did so badly. haha. Looking back at the answers make me feel so dumb. oh well. After yesterday's results, today i dun seem to take it that much to heart. Shan't comment much. But i know i'm gonna work hard. no more another chance already. still got econs tomorrow. jiayou bah! =)

Hm.. first day of school. terrible. Just slept my way through almost the entire day. And results SUCKS to the core. So f-ing disappointed. sigh. I thought i could do better. Maybe i ain't putting enough effort. So i'm gonna stop playing dota as much from now on.. I sumpa. Shall put more effort into studying and doing papers and practices. BUCK UP! Feeling damn lousy now. damn it.
And i've made a new resolution as well. That is to go run regularly. That motivation comes from my brother of coz. Seeing him go on night runs alone, somehow i just feel like running with him today. Maybe partly coz i haven't been running for some time, partly coz i wanna change my lifestyle. Yeah. So from now on, study more, run more, play less.

As i was running down the roads, cars whizz passed me continuously. The 7km stretch seemed never-ending. Somehow it just occured to me that i haven't run with her before. Maybe.. I'm just thinking too much.


Even if i could go back in time, i would still choose to do it again. =) jiayou!

I'm back! After a super long weekend which was really damn hectic.

Shall start with saturday. Hm.. Had my first competitive bball match since ages ago and i wasn't really looking forward to it. WHY? Because i haven't been exercising for like months! haha. It was really hell on the courts when i sprint up and down. All of a sudden, the court seemed twice its size, my legs couldn't seem to move! It's a sign. Bad one. My stamina like going down and down ever since i stopped training. Sigh. We eventually lost that match by like 20 pts? Can't exactly remember but it was a thrashing. oh well..

Mahjong at night was awesome. haha. Went on a killing spree. Totally random but yeah. Now i'm gonna weigh my spendings in terms of the 'tai'. Like 5 tai zi mo! you know? haha. Shall show you all a sample of my winning hand.



amazing hand..


Then sunday was primary school clique gathering! Although i was the organiser, but we can't decide on where to go. LOL! In the end we went to fishman's wharf and eat. Not a bad place i would say. Food was quite alright and economic. Filling too. So it's a pretty good recommendation. It's just opposite Central in clarke quay for those who are interested. I took a picture of my HALIBUT FISH. haha.



Not bad right? looks appetising.


Monday was just plain lazy so i stayed at home. At night just went to catch my friend's bball match. After that our coach fetch us to changi to eat and look at some gorgeous ladies. LOL! After which was overnight mahjong at friend's house. Make me so tired today. Cheong home in the morning and slept till 3. Now i'm here after i ate my noodles. That pretty sums up my weekend i guess?

It's back to school tomorrow. And i shall start to settle down and get back to studying. Haiz. A' levels are coming! mugmugmug! Stomachache again. To the toilet i shall go! cya! =D

This shall be a damn random post. As there's no more prelims for me to rant about! haha. Well, yesterday signals the end of prelims. wahahah! Then i went to had lunch with my friend at pepper lunch. Went for the gaming convention and i so wanted that stupid panda balloon but they want me to queue for it. damn it. Make me go off without the panda balloon. It was pastamania for dinner. Feeling rich today huh? I spent everything in my wallet on food. LOL! Nvm. Being able to eat is a blessing. =D Oh then i was walking past the NUM shop in citylink on my way to the MRT. I took a picture of this elmo and cookie monster which were kinda cute. lalala elmo song!



There is this reflection of a map on the window glass. Not my fault. =p


OH and i just got a new pair of shoes yesterday. Adding to my 6 pairs of shoes on top of my shoes cabinet. wahahaa! The best thing about it, it's free!



i know you're jealous. lalala..


Then i've been eyeing the following pair of soccer boots for damn long. DAMN long! But it's not practical for me so i decided not to get it. But really in loved with it. I feel like collecting shoes next time. haha. random.



F50.8 tunit.


I shall end this post here. And i realy need to use the toilet now! cya!

HELLO!! WOO!! I'm exactly 12 hours away from the ends of prelims! Haha.. Just can't wait for it to be over. Going school for just an hour and 15 mins of mcq. And it's physics. ARGH! Nvm. The wait won't be long. I'm already planning my post prelims celebrations! LOL!

I'm wondering how life will be like when i grow up.. Hm.. Just thinking.. =)

It's Amazing

Do it now
You know who you are
You feel it in your heart
And you're burning and wishing

At first, wait, won't get it on a plate
You're gonna have to work for it harder and harder
And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking on the doors with rejection (rejection)
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams

It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you

Patience now, frustration's in the air
And people who don't care
Well it's gonna get you down
And you'll (you'll) fall (fall)
Yes you will hit a wall
But get back on your feet
And you'll be stronger and smarter

And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking down the doors won't take "No" for an answer
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams

It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you

Ooo-ooo-ooo
[ electric voice ]

It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you

It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Ahh-ahh-ahh

What an amazing song.. LOL! It didn't seem that nice to some people but somehow i just love it. Have been on repeat on my media player for a few hours? haha. i was kinda lazy to change song. Hm.. There's chem MCQ paper tomorrow and i've done nothing to prepare for it. Seemed like there ain't any papers left. Shall go read up on my organic chem! Ohoh! I went to the newly opened Sengkang swimming complex this morning. It was totally cool and concept was new. Even had an indoor pool and slides. The toilets are damn clean as well. Those are the plus points. The one and only bad thing! I kept playing repeated on the slides until after one particular slide, my butt felt DAMN hot. And after that slide, i saw a hole in my shorts. WAH! the friction was so great that it caused a hole! gosh.. But i'm gonna go there and swim more often though.. Spent these 2 days playing and playing.. Shall go do some studying.. cya! =D

I just got the surprise of the month. Someone gave me a box of mooncakes! Delivered to my doorstep. So i came here specially to blog this down! If i'm not wrong, it's been more than a month since i last saw her. She should know i love mooncakes, and she really got it for me! I'm speechless since 2 hours ago.

I'm totally unprepared for econs case study tomorrow. I think i did alright for my essays but i'm quite sure my case study is gonna pull the marks down. ARgh! I shall make use of the 4 hours break in between to study and do something about it. *PRAYS HARD* Now i just hope chem won't kill me first before i can even get to econs.

OH YA! I'm so in love with the new Sony Ericsson W980! Nice, Cool, Style. What else? haha.. I really wanted to change phone, and considering that i've quite alot of spare cash on hand. Don't try to rob me. Don't even think about it. Just kidding! But then, since i'm gonna go army next year, it would be quite dumb to change phone right now. This is so ironic. Lolx. Those of you thinking of getting a new phone, you could check that out. Don't use it in front of me though. =P

I just took a picture of the mooncake. It isn't bengawan solo this year, but it still looks damn good! Right now, stupid blogger is not letting me upload the picture. Damn it. I will get it up by all means..

Lips Of An Angel lyrics

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?



I just downloaded this song for my friend. Haven't listen to it for some time and yes, i'm doing it now. haha. It's kinda meaningful. Oh wells.. I'm suppose to be studying but i can't focus and do it. Damn. Another week to go but i don't think i can last. After mon, it'll be as good as prelims are over. But monday has chem and econs! again. rarh! I just went to youtube and listened to a few ricky martin songs. Somehow i had this urge to listen to them. His songs are damn damn nice, to me at least. Reminds me of the younger days, not that 18 is very old but yeah.. I wonder if people who reads my blog actually bother to click on the song and listen to it. haha. random. At least next time when i read up on my history i'll do it. =) Alright, i'm off to go study. Nite!

It's friday finally! Today's physics paper was a disaster to start with. Sigh. Didn't expect it to be so tough. Doubt i could get like 20 out of 60 marks? Shall not rant about my prelims. Another week to go!

I've got this song that keeps running through my mind every now and then. I just realised that there's an acoustic version of it so i'm gonna post it up here. Go check out the other version if you want.




This Is Me

I've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
so afraid to tell the world
what I've got to say
But I have this dream
right inside of me
I'm gonna
let it show
it's time
to let you know
to let you know

(chorus)This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
gonna let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
to dream about a life
where your the shining star
even though it seems
like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
it's the only way

(chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
gonna let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

your the voice i hear inside my head
the reason that im singing
i need to find you
i gotta find you
your the missin piece i need
the song in side of me
i need to find you
i gotta find you

(chorus)
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
let the light shine on me
now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me

your the missin piece i need
the song in side of me
your the voice i hear in side my head
the reason that im singing

now I've found who I am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who I wanna be
this is me


My streak of insomnia nights continued for the past 2 days or so. Couldn't fall asleep at the right times. Just turned and flipped about in bed for more than an hour. Total waste of my beauty sleep. And it made me so restless this morning. Sigh.. Oh yeah, I had this stroke of brilliance while studying physics yesterday. So i came up with this. wahaha..

i'm constantly thinking of you,
still dreaming i guess?
in a little world of my own,
love is something that's lacking.
with a wound so deep,
you left.

I can be a poet! Woo! I'm not really emo-ing. Just having my fair share of quiet times. Somehow i miss studying literature. Just the drama and poems part of it. haha. I shall go have my dinner!

Emo-chia! Don't emo le! If not you will infect me de. I don't really understand what's happening, but i know it's something that you can't do anything much about also. Perhaps all the commotions and rumours or whatsoever will die down as time passes. Don't think too much about prelims too. =) Cheer up! We shall go celebrate after my prelims!

WOO!! It's almost friday! ONE more day to go! JIAYOU! Then i can finally have my weekly family bonding activity. No prizes for guessing. It's M-A-H-J-O-N-G! My hands are like damn itchy when i speak of it. Hm.. Last paper for the week is physics 2. Gonna go school for 1h15mins of paper? Complete waste of time. And somehow, i am not really concern about it. Shall go study after this though.

Yet another week has passed.. One more week to go to the end of prelims. A few more to go and it will be A's. I'm so going to mug mug mug after prelims. Really. I need to produce results for the first time. Prelims are a stepping stone. But i think i'm not gonna do well for it, at least i do see hope for once. =) Jiayou!

Er-jie! I shall dedicate this paragraph to you. Hm.. Your birthday chalet is like TOMORROW! Cheer up okie?! Don't always sound so emo and sad! 21st birthday celebration don't always come every year! Doubt i'll be able to attend due to my prelims. Sorry! But i do hope that you will enjoy urself and really have fun out there! Ur mum will be fine tml and it'll be a happy day for you. Yup! Must take care and don't get drunk ah! And eat more satayS! =D

p.s. I still miss you, for some reason..

Finally. 2 days of prelims are over. Let's see.. Econs 2, Chem 3, Maths 1, Physics 3 down. 6 more papers to go. Everything will end by next fri! Kambatte! Can't wait. I think i did quite badly for the 4 papers already. sigh.. Some wasn't that difficult but well, my answers obviously weren't that accurate. Now that it's over, i wouldn't wanna think about it too.

I'm suffering from withdrawal symtoms. Not that i'm into drugs or wat. But MAHJONG! LOL! Just wanna play it like so damn badly now. Guess i've to wait till at least friday before i can feed my addiction. I'm so mentally drained by prelims that my eyes are half opened as i type this. So i shall go have an early night. Cya folks! =D



Hope you are able to cope with all your school work and stuff. Don't stress ah!

xinying. jiayou! xD

COUNTDOWN TO PRELIMS!! WOO!!

Well, i'm nowhere near finish with my preparations for prelims. So dead. I didn't realise the timetable was so screwed up and I haven't really done much for maths. ARGH! That's my best subject and i'm so going to do badly this time. sigh.. And now i'm so mugging for econs which i hope i can pass for the first time. =(

Enough of all the prelims shit. There's a food fair ongoing now at suntec city! I am so keen on going. My mum asked if i wanna go with them since yesterday. What was my response? NO. damn it. I freaking and reluctantly said no. I really wanted to go, but somehow deep down, i told myself i shouldn't do that. I just feel like going out and not stay at home. It is just not me to stay at home for days and not going out. Well, i just hope all these would end and i could take a break.

I guess i'll be stuck in singapore this dec. No overseas trips planned. All those who keep entertaining the idea of going overseas, didn't bother to do anything about it. This includes me obviously. Yeah, all these procrastinations are coming back to haunt me as the hols draw near. SOMEONE PLEASE BRING ME OVERSEAS!




Miracle

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

(chorus)
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

(chorus)

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Miracle... Miracle [echo]



I really need a miracle now. *prays* hope everything goes well. All the best to you folks having your prelims. And those who are trying to study for A's. Take care!





This is a picture of my not-so-chocolatey double chocolate drink and my friend's latte. You know why? We got it mixed up. How dumb can we get?

Artist: Cassie
Song: Is It You

Lyrics:

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?






Lately i'm so into emo songs, which i don't think is a good sign. LOL! oh well, just had buffet lunch at sakura not too long ago and now i'm eating my dinner. Gonna grow fat man. Now all i does is eat, sleep, study, use com. I think i'm bound to get fat. damn. lalala..

Oh, i managed to get hold of the priceless photo taken by the great philosopher cum photographer.



such an emo shot anyway. =D

I can't help but put these up! Nice. Funny. Whatever you call it. enjoy!



Britain's Got Talent - Michael Jackson



Britney Spears - America's Got Talent 2008 NYC auditions



George Sampson: Britain's Got Talent 2008 audition


I'm so amused by such videos. Really is a constant source of entertainment! haha.. Back to study.

I was so bored for the past 2 days that i've watched quite a number of youtube videos. The following are just some of the few more interesting ones from different genres. haha.



A crazy indian video - Buffalaxed



Futsal skills - Panna Attack



Bulgarian Idol singing "ken lee" (MUST WATCH!)

I'm just too bored so yeah.. The last video did make me laugh like no one's business.. haha. Yeah. I shall go study already. =)

It's like 1.30am right now and i'm munching away on my daily dosage of oreos. But my supply of oreos is diminishing at an increasing rate! Only left with the last packet for tomorrow. And for the first time, i tried dipping them in milk before eating. Not much difference though, just softer i guess? Lolx. Physics is slowly killing me right now. Can't seem to grasp certain concepts as hard as i tried, maybe coz i'm dumb. lalala..

The mooncake festival is coming soon! WHEE! Mooncakes! I love them. But not all kinds. I just love the ones with icy skin? Not really sure how you call them. You get what i mean. I'm looking forward to more mooncakes! Wonder if anyone will get for me this year? *hints hints* Last year someone gave me a box of bengawan solo's mooncakes, this year anyone wanna beat that? haha.. Just kidding! I'll drop by somewhere to get some soon, and perhaps get for my family as well.

Gonna drop by school tomorrow to clarify some doubts with my econs teacher and then get a haircut after that. LIKE OMG FINALLY! So long that i feel so hot every now and then. Can't stand it. That would mean hours of travelling and waiting, when i could be sitting down and studying. Sigh.

Somehow i think that for every girl out there, there'll be a guy that suits you. vice versa. So don't worry 'bro'! Sure got some handsome guy fall for you, and definitely better than the fool you're consoling. LOL! i've put in the inverted commas btw, so people won't think you're really a guy. And just a moment ago i told someone this, "our fate lies in our own hands", but honestly, i don't really believe it. But i do believe we can make choices in our lives, and it's up to us essentially to make the best decisions for ourselves. Agree folks?

Alright. I'm back to studying. Just spent like 15 mins writing this. Haven't got any interesting pictures to put up lately so bear with me yeah. gd nite! =)




Let's just leave things as status quo. Things wouldn't revert back to the past even if we want it to, as much as i want to. Perhaps "someday we'll meet at the roundabout, and we could start all over again."

P.s the above quote was from a great philosopher cum photographer.