Oh man.. Training was bloody good today.. Damn slack though. Shall keep it brief. I did 2 wonderful passes that everyone was amazed by them. That includes 1 behind-the-back pass. Woah.. Damn seh.. Wahaha. Am i going to secure my place in the team with that? More has yet to come so wait and see. :)

Just finished my LA task.. Tiring day lar.. Ended training at 8 plus today.. woah.. Super long. Come back already 10 something. Sigh. How to study like that? Bio test on wednesday so i shall mug in school tml. Cheer me on xia..

Struggling to make ends meet nowadays.. Sigh. I wanna get more shirts! But then lack of cash can.. bought my shoes for 95 bucks and my parents dun seem to wanna sponsor any amount. HOw wonderful can that get? Well, i shall start to scrimp and save so i can get more new year clothes. NEed to go sleep already. Cya people. Nitex!

My weekend was bad.. Lack of time, lack of sleep, lack of energy.. lolx. Tomorrow's the start of a new week but i kinda dreaded it. Well, i gonna go sleep now coz i have to wake up at 5 to do my LA task.. sigh.. Life's tough. Cya. nitex! :)

hey people.. sorry for the very offensive content yesterday.. I was just too agitated..

Today was fun.. Even though i had such a tiring day.. And my gym training was kinda tough.. I was psycho-ed to go for the orientation bbq last min can.. Wanted to go at first, but my teammates made me change my mind and go home.. Just as i was slacking away at 7-11, they called and somehow managed to convince me to go for the bbq.

Well, wasn't alot of food to eat there.. basically only 2 slices of pizza.. lolx. BUt my group gave me a pillow! omg.. i was so touched.. they wrote something about me on it.. I felt like crying can.. seldom have people doing such nice things for me.. *sob sob* Just wanna say a big thank you to all my OG members..

Shan't talk much le.. Damn bloody tired now.. Gonna go have an early night then wake up tml and go school for training.. sigh. GOod nite! :)

Today is a bad day! So bloody screwed up day..

I so loved my class can? like wtf.. Dun wanna play angel-mortal game becoz other ppl all doing so and you guys wanna be UNIQUE. F*** you. GO ahead and be special and unique for all i care. Can't even bloody agree on what you wanna do for ur juniors. All you people ever cared for is junior-treat-senior(JTS). Forget it man.. I believe the juniors deserve better seniors.. here there are people wanting to get things done and there you people were giving all sorts of ridiculous suggestions. I'm staying out of this. Do whatever you all please..

Training was horrendous.. SHall cut short everything.. Ran approximately 8.4km today for training.. BUt before that, i had PE in the morning.. RAn 2km.. Then shoot free throws which i was supposedly quite good at but somehow just air ball-ed like free.. screw it.. THen had so many other stuff to do.. The short sprints were the killer.. Today was just too much lar.. I pity the year 1s.. lolx. Whatever it is, i'm gonna work hard to get into the team!

I'm feeling really tired now.. I need to catch up with my work. :) Do all my homework and stuff. SO well, less time on the com that means.. I'm starting to dread school.. sigh.. this is bad.

Oh ya, i failed my bloody R-paper.. 48.6% Sigh. Guess i'm just not fated with that subject lar.. Language arts.. forever a bane in my heart.. It rhymes! lolx. Well, gonna work harder this year. I believe i can do it!

Have kinda backslide for quite long.. Something's just pulling me back lar.. I feel so strange when i go back to church.. haha. I wanna go back! seriously.. But then my schedule so busy.. It might be just another excuse of mine to not go but really, having a church so far away from home is very tiring.. I hope one day i will really pick up the courage to go back lar.. Never forget the fun,joy and laughter we had together.

In the meanwhile, i shall go lie on my bed and sleep le.. My beauty sleep. Damn tired. PRactically like a piece of jelly/toufu.. So after i listen to a few more christian songs, i will be off to bed. wahaha. gd nite people!

My thigh is so bloody aching now.. All becoz of yesterday lar.. Ran 4.8km.. wasn't really that bad but i had stitch along the way.. ARgh.. irritating.. Need to find a way to not have stitch when running lar.. sigh.. After that is the basketball trials, it was quite bad actually..

The bball people are getting from bad to worse! Honestly.. Not trying to mean anything.. From the senior batch to my batch already quite jialat.. Then come this batch of people who really almost can't make it! ARgh.. SO screwed lar.. Considering the fact that i'm staying for another 2 more years.. Sigh.. I guess i have to live on with life.. Just dorn the VJC jersey and hope to do it proud. =)

School is getting more and more tiring.. screwed up timetable.. Cramp so many periods together.. like wtf? CAn fall asleep even if i dun wish to lar.. Rarh! I hope they review the timetable and adjust it somehow..

I hope this year i would be able to improve in terms of my academics and my social relations skills.. Somehow, i wanna learn how to deal with different people.. And to handle them appropriately.. :)

LAstly, i wanna break into the school team! Seriously, honestly, really.. I believe i have the ability to do it and i believe i can do it.. Working so hard for it.. Hope i wun be disappointed.. Waiting to wear the VJ no. 11 jersey. Have to improve my 4.8km timing..

That's all i guess? nothing much to say.. kinda random stuff.. suppose to go off at 10 but i always tend to drag things so.. take care people.. nitex!

Lazy to blog about my camp lar.. Basically lost my voice during the cheer fight. Cheered and dance alot.. HAd fun overall so yeah.. Sch's starting tml.. sigh..

Ytd i had my friendly match.. VJC vs AHS. Omg.. i was so stuck between the two.. Sigh.. But i had no choice.. I left ahs for vj so well. And VJC has never won AHS since the first time they played if i'm not wrong and the record was 0-3. haha. BUt we created history by winning them.. Score was 77-60. I scored 5 points.. 1 3-pointer! lols. Damn happy yet not really happy..

I missed AHS! I wished i was in the team.. Fight along my friends.. THose that i played basketball with when i was sec 1 and 2. The bond we had, the battles we fought hand in hand.. Somehow, i just do not wish to play against them. The AHS jersey is so all-inspiring.. I wanted to be in that very number 11 jersey.. :( I realise how much basketball mean to me and how much AHS has done in developing this passion i have for that sport.

PLaying their first match this thursday. All the best to you guys! Do AHS proud, do me proud! Not afraid to tell others i'm from AHS. Not many are qualified to dorn that anglican jersey k.. lols. Hope this year will be a good one for you guys in B' div and me in A' div if i managed to break into the team.

Today was a tiring day! I woke up at 12.. haha. Then ate breakfast.. By 2 plus i'm at the court playing le.. played till 7 plus.. My lunch got eaten by my brother lar.. irritating.. but well, my dinner was already waiting for me.. haha. Damn tired by now yet i'm here rambling all these nonsense..

I will put in my best effort to help this junior of mine! :) I believe i can do it.

Today orientation wasn't that bad! I am now able to do the whole friendship dance without feeling embarassed. Brimming with confidence, i danced my partner. lolx. DAmn cool lar.. Regretted being so stupid in the past and not doing it.. haha.

And my OG is getting better! Now more people are cheering! SO hopefully we can make a last minute comeback! The people are actually quite nice lar.. Although they are abit lazy at times.. haa.. Who isn't anyway?

And i was really tired throughout the day.. Had to run between my OGL duties, PSL duties and my own IP2 stuff.. Oh my.. ANd guess wat?! I have training after orientation! All the way till 9pm.. Gosh.. I almost died of starvation.. DId i mention i didn't eat lunch? so well, went to 7-11 and grab some snacks and then board the bus home.. Had noodles for "dinner" at 11pm.. well done.

ANd to add on, my junior class is really very happening lar.. TOo happening! Damn havoc.. HOw i wish my class was half like that.. Anw, the girls can really scream and do all sorts of things.. Better arm myself with some weapons before i go in tml.. But they are nice people lar.. :)

That's all i have for today. Oh, i had a screwed up training. Not important. I shall go get some beauty sleep now and prepare myself for tml.. Nitex!

TOday shatec was fun! In case you do not know wat's that, it's some organisation that handles hotel management and blah blah blah.. Anyways, i learned about western dining ettique. Damn funny lar.. But super useful.. Lols. The whole day ended at like 5 something.. I missed the entire orientation day! sigh..

This is gonna be a very short post coz i basically do not have much to write about. I feel so tight now? So caught up? This is bad.. VEry bad..

Oh anyways, I wanted to go to the UK! But my parents just said that it's too ex and blah blah blah.. So well, after much delibrate consideration.. I guess australia will be my choice after all? ARgh.. DAMn pissed lar.. WAt the f*** is this lar.. Getting so irritated here.. Gonna go sleep.. bye.

Today orientation was pretty much of sucky i guess? lolx.. I had my LAnguage Arts R-paper and so skipped the first part of it.. And well, the paper wasn't that well done i guess? Nonetheless, i gave it my best shot..

JOined my OG at 12 plus and followed them all around and play games.. All the cheering and mass dances! Woah.. Totally shagged and tired by the time orientation day 1 ends.. I just wish my OG would be more enthusiastic! Then there was the OGL debrief and PSLs/OGLs briefing.. How bad can it get?

And guess wat, training's next! Oh man.. Gym training.. HOw freaking tired i was by the time i reached the gym alley.. My captain says no excuses so i had to drag myself across the gym floor to the weights.. sigh... My friend and i were the last to finish since we were the last to come.. HAd a really good bath in the toilet before i went to bedok to eat.. THat basically sums up my day..

Point to make: I've never never never been dealt such a blow before. It came too suddenly and really took me unaware. I do not wish to go into details but i can tell you this, it's something you people out there do not know. Do not bother asking, because i do not wish to bring up that issue again.

P.S. Give others a second chance because even the government does so by coming up with the yellow ribbon project. =)

Woah.. 3 days in a row i've been blogging! REvival!

Today wasn't that bad afterall.. Woke upat 9 plus instead of 7 plus to study.. Argh.. Screw that bloody subject.. I read through my notes, but didn't really go into my brain.. I just hope whatever goes in stays in there and come out tml..

Went off to orchard at like 12? Great right? Have exam tml and i went out today.. Applause to Henry the great.. No choice lar.. Juniors ask me out, have to give face lar.. lolx. Orchard seems quite clean after the countdown on the 31st.. Anyways, we went to cineleisure to watch a movie.. THe title was like " A Chinese Tall Story"? It was a super crappy movie man.. A really big spoof.. It has 'spiderman' and 'star wars' like actions.. lolx.. I laugh till my stomach crammed at some parts.. It was really touching at the last part, maybe coz it's about romance? ANd i so coincidently have a thing for romance.. sigh.. But overall, i wouldn't really rate it as a very nice movie..

I left orchard at like 5 plus? REached home at like 6.30.. took a quick bath and lie on the bed.. Poof.. Instant sleep.. But it was only 10 mins and i have to wake up for dinner.. Sigh.. AFter that is com and then study.. STUDY STUDY STUDY.. I need to get a better life man.. First day of sch exam! WTF...

Anyways, i'm back to studying now.. Irritating!.. Tata.. Bye! All the best to you people for your new school term!

Hey people! It's the 1st of Jan 2006! HAPPY NEW YEAR to one and all!

Went down to orchard ytd night for the countdown.. Oh gosh.. It was horrific yet terrific.. haha. My friends and i arm ourselves with 2 snow sprays each right from the start.. Went to the open space outside cineleisure.. There was a rock band jamming there and lots of people showing that dunno wat sign.. We joined in of course.. I think we are like the youngest there lar.. It was super noisy and loud..

Then came the countdown, which i do not think it was accurate anyways.. haha. Well, people sprayed one another with whatever ammunition they have. My face was all covered in foam.. Great.. Some girls tried to spray us but we got them first.. lols.. Super fun.. THen we walked towards TAKA and guess wat? The whole of orchard road had become a subset of LITTLE INDIA.. I didn't know there were so many *censored* in singapore.. Well, everyone just pushed around and i saw lots of actions that are so grotesque.. They really know how to take advantage of the situation.. SO well, of course the boyfriends of these poor victims have to protect them at all cost..

We managed to push through the whole crowd without suffering any casualties.. Then we met some ITE people and we combined forces.. Lols.. Now we made our way back, just that we gonna go down to plaza singapura.. This time we only spray those who spray us first and that of course you know who...

Everyone was really high that night.. THe atmosphere was there, the feeling was there.. BUt somehow, the countdown wasn't that great.. Contradicting right? Nvm.. Anyways, my friends and I parted with the ITE people and we went to the toilet to clear up.. Stink all over due to the snow sprays.. And the feeling was super soapy like.. Disgusting.. Sat at macdonald's to chill.. Even the coke taste like the snow spray.. lols..

We caught the last NEL punggol bound train.. And there we were on our way home.. We didn't expect to go for the countdown together in the first place, coz afterall all of us are from different school.. But by chance, we met for bball and there we were.. 3 years since pri sch and yet we still kept in contact with each other, i believe it wasn't just fate. thanks to u guys, i get to go countdown too!

It's the year 2006! I really hope to do something different this year, make it a better year, a different year.. Time really flies when you do not cherish them.. 1 year in the IP has certainly changed me alot. This is the start of another year, hopefully, i will be able to impact others in a good way.. And yet at the same time, be impacted in a good way. My new year resolution would be to do better academically and to break into the basketball team this year.. People out there, if u have set ur new year resolution, i believe you will be able to achieve it!

HAPPY NEW YEAR once again! Cheers!