college day was boring to the max xia.. haiz.. waste of my time there. aNw, alot of things happen today. I dun feel like talking bout it. I dun understand why must things happen this way. Well, life's full of choices and decision making. ONe wrong step and ppl will come and knock on you man.. I do not do things that i do not like. SO i still stood by my stand. sacrifice is one thing, principles is another. tml report sch at 9.15. damn happy.. but i shall go earlier to watch anime in class. lols. bye.

Didn't have time to post for a long time. DAmn busy... Sigh.. My La test today was sort of a goner.. People would be celebrating out there but well, who cares.. Anw, I just hope to pass this if possible. TO do a quick recap, sat was my amazing race thingy right? I screwed it up.. Only got 5th in my category.. As much as i wanted to win that 800 bucks, god didn't plan for it that way. Well, that assclown who called said i'm arrogant would probably be laughing away. but i'm gonna be back next year and win that competition. Congrats to the team from the other class who won the institude category and earn themselves 500 bucks.. Sigh. It was very tiring throughout my whole race but i did enjoy it. Went over to my friend's house at night after my dance prac in church. Super tired lar.. WAtched initial-d and played CS till 2 plus.. lolx. Then church on sunday morning. After church have sunday school. MY whole morning gone like that. SIgh.. Then went to play bball. DAmn shiok xia.. trying to find my true potential.. After that it was my last year's class gathering at my friend's condo. Celebrated her birthday at the same time. Could have left at 8 plus and a free ride home. But i chose to stay on and in the end i left at like 10 plus? sigh.. WAt a big sacrifice i made.. REached home i did my work like shit man.. My life's getting more pathetic as days go by. I shall go get more life now.. By doing my work.. haha. bye.

Hey! tml's my amazing race. 800 bucks prize money! hopefully i can win that xia. Lols. Ambitious right? MOreover, competing in the open category somemore. Pray hard man.. Went to walk across the benjamin shears bridge just now with my friends. Damn cool lar.. But then u know wat? By the time we cross finish, it was close to midnight.. ANd well, i missed the whatever bus there is for me to get home. I ran for the MRT, to no avail too. Screw it man.. IT's like 12.10 and the citylink mall is all locked up. I ran in circles around city hall xia.. ARgh.. GAve up and flag a cab. 15 bucks xia. Just to bloody come back to my home. Sigh. DAmn tired.. Shall go enjoy my vcd now. DAMn gan cheong.. lolx. bye. :)

i screw up my physics test.. Haiz.. REally screw it up lar.. I know i know the topics and contents. But well, heaven wasn't on my side so.. THere's always a next time you will say.. BUt.. I guess she's right. grades do suffer when u put ur friends first. Bleh.. Dun care.. I just came back from tampines not long ago. Went to play pool.. haha. But was worried bout the police raid so i left early. I wish i'm 16 now! sianz.. shall go watch my initial-d vcd. tata.. bye.

It's 4 plus int he morning.. damn tired lar.. Doing some bloody website even though i know nuts bout doing websites.. Well, i promised you right? sianz.. Gonna go sleep.. MY weekends are always so packed i dun even have the time to go and pee.. I wan to go church.. I wan to go out with friends.. I wan to do work too.. BUt there isn't enough time for me!! ANd whatever i tried to sacrifice, somehow another party will be hurt.. I just feel so stressful.. Haiz.. Gonna suffer from depression xia.. :( Hope you ppl out there are leading a better life than me.. Good "morning"! GOtta go catch a wink before i go church..

Came home today at 10pm.. It all started out with bball training. Trained till like 8 plus.. THen left school at 9. wonderful. But during training still got hundred plus to drink, sponsored by coach of coz.. lolx. Today is another boring day lar.. My body aching all over, guess it's becoz i haven't had bball training for so long. HAving my Social studies test tml and yet i'm here wasting my precious time to study or to sleep. sIgh.. My priorities are never right xia.. Hm.. Today's the 14th.. 5 days ago it was the 9th.. My mind just wander too much.. I just wish things were never like that.. Gtg now.. Damn tired.. ByE..

DIdn't blog ytd coz i was too tired. SHall briefly tell you bout ytd. IT was one tiring day.. Straight after school i went to parkway to eat sakae sushi. Friend's birthday so celebrated with her lor. Well, there were 6 of us there and we really liven up the place with our noises xia.. THen we keep ordering till the woman serving us also pek chek.. I decided not to eat too much.. wasn't in the best of appetite also.. Went down to bedok to play billiard with my friends. Though 3 of us under 16, we manage to smuggle in.. wahaha. Probably becoz it's 6 plus then? played all the way till 8 plus.. WAsted my youth lar.. Sacrificing for friends, sigh.. Either i'm stupid or i'm too nice.. REAched my friend's house at 9 plus, went online and did a bit of work.. After which, i KO le.. Didn't even haev the energy to blog.. THat's all for ytd.

Today i woke up at 6.55am. Actually my friend woke me up.. HE said "Henry! it's 6.55!" ANd i went "YOu sure??" He said "Very..". Well done man.. I changed, gelled.. And left.. Luckily his house quite near tj which means quite near vj. SO it's still alright. But i waited 10 whole mins for that freaking bus. STill had to transfer bus.. I was almost late.. Phew.. SO tired in sch even though i slept quite long. Sigh.. WHat am i becoming!! Today chem lesson was particularly interesting becoz i couldn't understand much.. Given my intelligence, this should not happen, but it did. sHOws i'm not that smart after all. wahaha. Deflating my ego.. Basically, sch was alright lar.. Dismiss at around 1 coz i have no literature period and electives period. So happy.. BUt i stayed till 2 plus to do work.. LEft sch after that.. When i was on the way home, I boarded this bus at changi airport. A woman sat beside me.. I slept all the way and when i woke up, it was reaching my stop. But guess wat, instead of a woman sitting beside me, it's an indian now.. I got the shock of my life.. That's not meant to be racist ok.. BUt i didn't know i sleep for so long le.. That's all for today i guess.. gonna go read up on my social studies.. I have a bad feeling bout this coz i'm lagging behind and i know it.. Have to do something.. Having bball training tml.. Sigh.. Will be super tired lar.. tata.. Bye people! looking forward to the weekends! cheers!

Today had bball trials.. ARgh,.. freaking stupid can.. Like they doubt my ability.. omg.. WAste of my time. DAmn tired.. Suppose to sleep at like 10 but nvm.. Anw, today sch was ok.. Maybe becoz no LA.. wahaha. TMl have though.. LA stands for language arts btw.. Haiz.. THought of it is freaking me out.. Assignment and test next week leh.. omg.. I'm so screwed. Well, i gtg and sleep now le.. DAMn tired. And my legs are really tired.. Gonna rest for 2 days xia.. Good night people! tata.. Bye.

Shall cram everything.. Well, sat had my open house part 2. WAs nice overall.. And this time i think got more ppl came. Which means competition going to be real fierce for those who wanna come in.. Ended at 12 plus.. PLayed soccer and bball in school after that.. Super tired and shag lar.. Went back ahs for church stuff.. THen at night go friend's house and stay. I missed the group outing that went to tampines mall to watch "fantastic 4" but nvm lar.. I shall watch it with others if fate allows..

Today.. slept at like 2 plus in the morning. FEll asleep while watching madagascar dvd. lolx. Nvm.. CHurch in the morning at 8plus.. Sunday school at 10 plus. Then went to have lunch and played bball from 2 plus. It was hell lot of fun man.. Today was awesome.. Haha. Just love bball man.. It rocks totally! Well, had suffered lots of injuries.. I was like being "choke slam" by this guy lor.. THen he purposely push me from behind.. WAt the hell.. ARgh! Luckily the last match we won the adult team. Wat can you say bout ahs bballers.. lolx. Anw, my ankle really hurts now. Plus i wore slippers to play just now and the friction cause this part of the foot to bleed slightly.. The skin was scraped off. Haiz.. Stinging pain when bathing. This sums up my day.. Haha. Short and simple. But lots of fun and activities.. Tml sch reopens and i really dun like school! well, HAve to motivate myself by telling myself weekend coming closer too. haha. Gtg now. Bye. Oh ya, bball trainings gonna resume this week, and tml to be exact. Bye people. NiteX!

Today was like super fun lar.. My sch has its open house for the next year IP cohort. I was one of the ushers. It was quite tiring but i enjoyed being one after all. I had to be a couple's personal usher at one time. DAMn tiring lor.. Bring them from classroom to the concourse, tour round the concourse, then to the maths resource room. THroughout this whole journey, i was continuously shoot-ed with questions bout my IP life and blah blah blah. I almost said the wrong things.. But well, i manage to mend the hole with nice things at the end. haha. U know we are suppose to say those politically correct answers.. sigh.. I was like lying through my teeth leh.. haha. But nvm lar.. FOr the sake of the school, i shall sacrifice abit. THen slack around till 6 something. Had mass dance session. THe whole IP cohort can't dance to save their lives man.. Luckily quite a no. can dance while the rest like me just try to keep up. I have made up my mind to learn all the mass dances man! lolx.

Went to parkway to eat dinner. Had yoshinoya. Sigh.. Was so quiet during the whole session but nvm lar.. Get used to it.. Only had my hp as company.. Went home with one of my friends. For those who know him, it's yixiang. Well, one nice guy to talk to.. DIdn't know he's that "matured" all of a sudden. lolx. Talked to him throughout my whole bus journey which is like 30 plus minutes. AFter that still have to wait for his bus to come.. Sianz. WAste my time. haha. REached home at 10 plus. FEeling hungry again.. BUt i manage to do my workout today! SO i shall continue doing it from today onwards. Gonna go sleep le.. DAmn tired lar.. TMl still have open house part 2. Tata. bye people. :)

HAving bio test tml.. and i'm here. Gonna keep this short coz i have till 12 only to mug. Anw, today has been tiring, for dunno wat reasons. I'm starting to like social studies lessons but first i have to stop falling asleep in SS. I'm really looking forward to the weekend, coz that shows i've survived for the week. Gonna let each week pass like that i guess. sigh.. bye ppl..

THis is gonna be a short post coz i have to do work first.. Anw, i do admire other classes, whether izzit they have class spirit or whatever izzit. But i guess they do not have as much problems as mine bah. TO add it on, other class ppl actually think our class is united and stuff.. It just look like a happy family on the outside, but on the inside, it has so much politics, so much problems.. I guess i have a part in it, but why make such a big fuss of it.. I shall stop blabber on bout how much my class actually mean to me. I just hope things turn for the better bah. Good luck to those who have a busy week ahead. I have to do my work le. :)

Today my form teacher came up with the new seating plan. Well, it turned out quite well for some ppl, didn't turn out as well for some. My group ppl quite nice lar.. ALthough we may face certain difficulties during groupwork, but we can make it de! I was disappointed and upset when you told me i psycho-ed our teacher in coming up with this plan. Why would i do that, and how could i have possibly done that. IT's sort of ridiculous, but you have ur point though. I dun blame you. I dunno bout the others, but of all ppl, you were the one who came and "Shoot" me with all sorts of questions. HAve you ever asked the other person, not ask, but interrogate him. U didn't ya? It certainly shows something right? Mugging for my chem test tml.. Shan't elaborate more bout today.. Just let bygones be bygones. I do not really care bout what others say as long as my conscience is clear..

I just felt that you've changed. Either you have or i have, or maybe both have changed with time. I no longer view you as the person of the past. YOu gave me so many reasons to doubt you, maybe i have been the same.. You know when a person opens up and tell the other so many things, the last thing he or she expects is to be backstabbed. I dunno bout the backstabbing part, but i do know i really opened up to you and told u so much. Every single word from you, just hurts. I bet no one took the angel-mortal game that far as what me and you have done. I guess we just have to adapt to changes, pick ourselves up if we fall, and move on with life. BAck to mugging.. bye.

Today was quite fun.. Went out with my pri sch classmates.. Even though we didn't had alot of fun together, the opportunity to meet up made us all quite happy i guess? Haha. Hm.. The day started off with me waking up late and then still dilly-dally so in the end i was half an hour later than the appointed time. Sigh.. REal bad of me.. But well, i didn't get much scolding so.. haha. ANw, went to bugis to watch "war of the worlds". I wouldn't say it's a bad show, but i wouldn't really say it's a good show either. ArGh.. WAt crap is this.. Well, the beginning was good, the build-up and so on.. BUt the ending was sort of sudden.. Overall still ok lar, it was really traumatizing if such things really happen to us in the real world.. sigh.. End of movie. AFter movies, visit to the arcade. Saw lots of ppl playing the Initial-D racing game.. Well, sad to say, i'm not part of this whole craze bout initial-D.. So.. i dun play it. Only played a round of DAytona.. my favourite.. Then had lan gaming with my 3 other friends. My all-time favourite counterstrike.. sort of lost touch but well, i'm still the top fragger for some games.. Wahaha. After that i went to the action city to get this little pig i saw as a b'day present. It's really cute and huggable.. i think.. but abit small.. :p nvm.. It's the thought that counts. LEft for compasspoint at sengkang.. Ate kfc for dinner then home. That's about it for today. Simple yet eventful day.. TO sum it up, i was mugging for my chinese test later.. sigh..

Didn't forget ur birthday angel.. Always at the back of my mind. GOt u the pig! haha. Hope ur 15th birthday turned out well. :)

And yes, mysterious girl.. Nothing much to say bout u today lar.. haha. One day we'll go escape themepark together. When we both have time bah.. In the meanwhile, enjoy urself in school! haha.

That's all i have for u guys today. Abit boring, but still, reflects everything i have to say. A faithful blogger i am.. If one day i have nothing to write, i shall just write what happen when i go toilet. lolx. not funny but give face lar.. haha. gonna go sleep.. have to wake up at 5 to study.. sigh.. niteX ppl!

HEy, if u somehow happen to read this, u will know this is for you. Dun be too sad bout what we talk bout just now. Things will turn for the better de. SO yeah, just cheer up and not be so gloomy all day.. drop me a msg should you need someone to talk to.. :) 24/7, i will try to reply asap. haha. bye.

Okie.. To start it off, i missed church again.. ARgh.. So frustrating.. Nvm.. Shan't lose hope. Next week 6,45 will wake up and not attempt to take another wink. WHen i wake up, first thing i did was to visit my blog.. wahaha. Then i did some changes to it, added a video, remove the music. I almost screw up my blog. I tried to meddle with the html codes and almost kill my blog. lolx. Then you ppl have nothing to read le.. But luckily i manage to salvage it..

Went back to ahs once again in the afternoon, to play bball of coz.. Today was fun man.. I win 2 games in a row, considering the fact that i'm playing against ppl who are all older than me. Wahaha. I shall be humble and not ego.. Nvm.. But at one point of time, i almost flare up becoz that guy pushed me.. rarh.. He can push me but when i push him back, he shoot me with a vulgar word.. That almost triggered a war.. But luckily i'm self-disciplined enough.. in bball i am ok! I kept my cool, continue to play.. I like high intensity bball, though it's tiring. But well, I love challenges. Had my dinner in bedok.. Eat the chee quay.. whatever you spell it.. After that i took a long route home just becoz i wanna accompany my friend, how loyal i am.. lolx. THat basically sums up my day.. ANd well, i need to get my chinese stuff drilled into my head. Got test on tues!!! sigh.. tml pri sch outing somemore.. I'm screwed lar..

NOw for this special part ah. Had a friend who went to sentosa today.. Well, she let other guys piggy back her can.. super jealous.. This mysterious girl, had to make me so jealous coz she get to be piggy back-ed while i dun. Lucky her.. It's been some time since i really went to the beach and have fun.. Somehow, one day, i just wish to go there with the person i love. WAtch the sun rise or set together, just chat bout everything under the sun.. haha. How romantic but fairytale that was.. Well, everyone has their dreams.. :) maybe some of you out there share the same "dream" with me.. gtg sleep le.. the mysterious girl also hurrying me to post this so she can read. gd nite. bye.

It has never been easy to accept the truth.. I've expected that long ago. Well, i know now.. It's not hard to guess either.. My "hey girl" is littered all over.. Well, sorry to make u dislike me that much.. Doesn't matter to you anymore. And cheryl, no point calling you the girl anymore.. Didn't know you get irritated by "hey girl". REmoved that part from my previous post so u can dun be irritated le.. Scored a 0 for ur quiz not becoz of attitude. That was just an excuse.. SHan't use the word "sorry" anymore.. Whatever i do, i have my reason. Whatever the case is, you're still my angel. Ur birthday's coming so dun be affected by whatever i do k?

Sent my friend off at the airport today.. Really damn sad.. WHole class cried i guess? sigh.. Thinking of him now is bringing tears to my eyes again.. Buddy for 2 years and now he's on the plane to some foreign country.. The times we spend on the court is more than that we spent in the canteen.. Forget to sign my name on the orientation tee i gave you.. I wun wear the shoes that you signed ur name on de! WIll keep as memory.. Really nice of you to ruin my shoes though.. And ur no. 7 is size medium leh.. How i wear.. ARgh.. Can only keep it for memory purposes. Having a heated argument here with someone, if u were here to tell me what i should do.. But i have to grow up and solve my own things right? Just hope you will be back asap k? My house always welcome you to come and stay de.. GIve me a buzz anytime.

Had steamboat dinner just now. A farewell dinner for another of my friend. But this time he's not leaving for overseas though.. Didn't felt as sad but nevertheless, the mood was already there. Everyone just stoned for the first part becoz of my friend's departure.. But things turn for the better so it's quite alright.. Everytime i see a plane in the sky, my friend would appear in my mind.. THat sort of dampens my mood.. SIgh.. Saw the video that was created and dedicated to him. DAmn funny can.. Was "reading" this mag i got from IMH that has an article on sex. And it was on the video.. haha.. THen i wrote what i wanted to say on the whiteboard so i could read it off.. But the lousy photographer, my friend, accidently video that part too.. THen due to some problems, the video can't be edited so the original video with all the bloopers were shown. Everyone laughed their hearts out.. spirits were lifted, moods turned for the better. Until the last part, where we did a closing prayer. Saying goodbye is never easy i guess? PArting is part and parcel of life.. Cherish the people around you and not regret like me.. :)

I'm breaking down now.. seriously.. It has never crossed my mind you would be leaving me just like that.. 5 years i haven even shed a tear but yet i'm crying as though i'm a small baby now.. KNow it's hard for u to leave ur friends behind. SO do i.. i just tried to hold back my tears but i can't.. They just came down in streams.. I never cried even though i broke up twice.. BUt now.. The Henry whom ppl see as strong and "hard" that kind has just crumbled.. I really cried.. I just wish time could rewind and we could get back to the days when we were always seen together and doing every shit together..

Remember sec 1 was the days we were of the best buddies. First day of sch i came, the first person i knew was u.. Found out both of us are in the sports class, 1H. I chose to sit behind you.. But was later shifted away by teacher. Everytime after school when there's bball matches, we would go canteen and get a cup of milo freeze and bring it to the stadiu, remember? Then there's once we got caught by a teacher for bring drinks out.. haha. I almost scolded the teacher.. Then there used to be a period of time we always play bball during recess. Once the bell goes, we would run to the stadium. Then when it's time for lessons, we would run back again.. Haha.. Then our classroom on the 3rd storey somemore.. AFter sch, when we had no trainings or nothing, i would always want to go ur house. Always citing do homework or revision as an excuse. But we do study abit at least.. THen I would always want to drink the fresh milk, depleting the milk supply real fast. There were times we go to the C.C and play bball. i remembered i won u in 3 point shoot out once. lolx. Loser! :p Only remembered going ur house all the time lar.. Even ur mum knows me! wahaha. THen came sec 2, how we have trained hard together, to gear up for the C divs'. It's all bball and ball at the start of the year.. BUt well, stupid me got into a relationship and neglected you.. sigh.. so stupid i was.. There i wasted 4 months... Came june, went to get shoes together right? i got my t-mac 3 while urs is the t-mac 3.5 Before that, we had the same AND1 shoes together. Shall bring it for you to autograph it tml. haha. Then I shall exchange my no. 11 jersey for ur no. 7. 7-11, the best partnership that time. U still remember how we called each other "brother bird" huh? it was super lame can.. BUt well, it signifies our friendship. Lolx.

Haha.. How we used to compare the number of girls that liked us.. COme on lar boy.. i was the lady killer of all time can.. U stand no chance.. lolx. BUt since u're leaving, i shall let u win for once.. Really crap so much last time.. BUt the girls that like you are all so horrible.. lolx. not referring to the latest one though.. And i bet out class girls were more attracted to me than to you. :p i win again.. wahaha..

REally sorry for the C div's competition last year.. It was also my dream to reach the nationals, and to get into the national youth team.. BUt well, all was ruined when we didn't even get top 4 in zone. Can't exactly blame "him" for that, we are a team. We fight as a team, we fall as one. Losing was never part of my dictionary, but well, an all star team like us still lost to minor teams.. Dunno whether it was fated or wat.. BUt my dreams were dashed, that's all i need to know. YOu were bettter, u get to stayed in ahs and played for the B div's. But then, once again, super unfortunately, u break ur arm at the wrong time.. Dun get to play the naitonals.. lolx. I didn't even get into the vjc team so well, i'm much worse.. But i promise next year i will.

As you move on to the next phrase of ur life, i wish you all the best in ur future endeavours.. PArting is part and parcel of life? haha.. nonsense but nvm.. Do not cry becoz it's over, smile becoz it happened. The times i spent over at ur house, the number of hours we spent talking.. Nothing could replace that.. I really wanna thank God for putting you in my life, for being there when i needed someone. You are always the best! Stay cool over there in aus.. Bball has always been ur forte, height doesn't matter.. lolx. Hope you enjoy staying there and the company of caucasian girls.. Pls play safe hor.. haha. THat's all i have for now i guess. Gd bye my friend, a close one, my fellow bballer, brother bird, brother in christ. Adieus! Will keep you in my prayer! HAve a blessed journey..

lesson learnt: never take your friends forgranted.

These are some of the photos my Ex-class took ytd.. Alot more in my phone.. waiting for it to be uploaded..

hey girl, thankz for the super belated present u gave me.. Really nice xia.. will keep the pillow on my bed de. As for the milk bottles, i can't wear the 6 to 9 months shirt wor.. lolx. but the 18 months and above shirt is nice! Inspiration, Evolution, Solution, Revolution. These 4 words are printed on it. THe shirt can fit me and it's just nice the size. dun intend to wear it so i shall keep it in the milk bottle! Thankz.. The presents from you every year are so unique.. Will get u something special too for ur super belated b'day present.. lolx. once again, thanks!

It was hell lot of fun just now.. We practically turn the changi airport swensons upside down.. lolx. Almost the whole of my sec 2 class were there and we really enjoyed ourselves. Not only the food was food, the feeling was also very good. SEeing all the familiar faces almost made me wanna cry.. haha.. too emotional again. But it really was nice.. ANd i shared the giant earthquake with of my friends. lolx. We simply wipe out the earthquake within minutes of its arrival. Took lots of photos after the dinner. Be it the guys or the girls, we had a good mix. All of us wanted to take photos xia.. rarely saw this enthusiasm. Really felt sad when i realise it's only 2 days before my friend's leaving.. CAn see tears welling up in his eyes as we take the photos.. We did all sorts of funny poses.. Capture quite a no. of photos in my phone. Then the bballers took a photo together. 10 of us but 1 has left to join softball le. But well, once a baller, always a baller. haha. So there we have our reunion photo for the bballers. Super nice can.. We did many stupid poses but didn't care much even though we made a fool out of ourselves and ppl were looking at us. At like 10 plus, i was the only one left taking pictures with the girls coz they requested.. haha. So i had the honour to take with them lor.. WAs termed the "ambassador" by my friends.. lolx. IT was nice lar.. my class girls are quite pretty after all. THen at around close to 11, we went BK to have drink. Even played "heart attack", how lame can we get? REached home at 12, but with lots of fond memories. Have my maths assignment to complete tml morning. sigh.. made a super big sacrifice for friends once again..

Hm.. this part of the entry i dunno wat to blog.. Well, to start it off.. I was back in class ready to go have lunch today.. BUt then desmond and co wanted us to stay back and look at the design of the wall project thingy.. SO i stayed back and waited.. when i saw it, it first appeared quite nice.. But somehow there's something about it that's flawed. Just as i was about to pin-point it, someone used that shrieking voice, not shrieking but dunno wat voice and direct it in my direction "any comments?". i bet the question mark isn't even there.. But well, since i think generally it's ok, i nodded my hand and said it's ok.. I'm not lying wat.. [back on the bus, emotions were stirred when i sawthis person in the moody mode, maybe it's just her normal behaviour after all]

Oh yeah, today when i walked back to sch alone becoz i left my clothes and slippers in sch, i saw this girl at the concourse.. She was with others and mr koh.. tHE back view seemed so familiar.. THen i realise who it was.. I wanted to wait for her, usually i would.. to take 31 since i'm going down to ahs.. although it's not the whole journey, at least part of it right? BUt well, something in me told me to not wait and just go. Well, i had nothing to gain if i waited for her, nothing to lose if i left, so i chose to leave. Maybe it was a wrong decision, but well, it doesn't really matter to her anyways.. well, i'm tired.. good nite!