People are at an all time high spastic nowadays.. Ytd was cheonging my LA task coz today was the deadline. LUckily managed to get it done with abit of help from someone.. I dunno if that person is like pissed with me or not. Well, the most i dun ask for her work in the future lor.. THen i did my ss, which is also another thing that needs alot of time to do. Did about half and it was like 2 plus so i decided to go sleep le.. CAn't take it.. Gonna finish it later.

Anyways, first day of school wasn't that bad as i thought it would be. Although the talk was boring, at least we guys get to talk about some stuff that's not covered by the woman. wahaha. I fell asleep like free during the last part of the talk.. I leaned against the cushion and i fell asleep, i tried to seat up straight but i still fell asleep. Haiz.. But overall it's still ok lar..

I have a feeling that i will soon distant myself from this person even though she is quite close to me. I wonder if to her, friends are suppose to help one another in need. While i was so desperate for help, she told me she has to go off.. And she even add in sarcasm.. I felt so hurt at that point of time. Yes, it's my fault that i ask her for help at so late a time. But that's becoz i really dun have time le mah.. Then today, somehow i no longer felt the same towards her as before le.. MAybe to her, i'm also just another guy that's not anyone special so it doesn't matter.. But well, she matters to me coz she's one of the rare few whom i talked to and confide in. Guess things are starting to change bah.. Ms toh's right.. Everyone needs time to find friends, i believe i need time too. sigh.. Another one down... I still have one last person i wanna hold on to, my little fugly sis.. haha. And if given another chance, i would have stayed in ahs. I can say this withough hesitation now.. After being with my sec sch friends for the hols, i felt the feeling that my classmates can never provide.. It really hurts me that i'm placed in an environment where i dun like yet i have no choice but to push on.. What's the point of having friends when they aren't there to share ur joy and pain? REally dun wan to have this mindset that friends in ip are only that superficial.. But the situation really seems so.. OR maybe i'm just being shallow and narrow-minded.. I dun care.. From now on, i shall just be myself, live for myself.. What for try to please ppl when i dun get a single shit back from them.. I always have my sec sch friends to fall back on..

Lots of work to do.. so well, those in the ip, u know i'm a slacker so go ahead and laugh.. Those not in the ip, i'm telling u i regretted. So it isn't a bad thing that u're in mainstream after all. bye..