Hm.. THings in life are just way beyond our control. What others do to you are also not within your control. After being through so much, i just feel that we should learn to take things easy. The harder the situation is, the more u should stay calm and think.. sounds easier than done right? well, personally i've been stabbed before that's for sure.. Who hasn't been stabbed before? Everyone got stabbed and stab people once in a while.. I'm the kind who can tolerate so it doesn't really matters if u stab me lightly or harshly. but should the chance come for me to stab u back, that's it. U're a goner. haha.. so violent right? that's what my "sis" said.. But my tolerance level quite high so it compensates for that.

I'm really thankful i have certain people by my side.. The girl whom i talked bout in my previous posts was one of them. Although things may have hit a harsh state nowadays, i'm glad she was there in the past. Yes, she might have mood swings at times but everyone has it so i'm ok with that. No matter how much u have hurt me, what u said bout me, i never really bear that in mind. So if u know u're the one i'm mentioning about, you are still that special friend to me. :) Then there's my "sis", who never fails to cheer me up.. haha. thankz! We will give our trust a name. My best buddies for doing all sorts of stuff with me, all the dirty, daring, disgusting, exciting things.. Really thank you guys for being there.. And i will remember the days we are together on the court. I shall cut it short, no matter who you are, as long as u have crossed my life, u have impacted me in one way or another, but whether it is a long lasting one, or just a brief one then it varies.

Well, today was an awesome day.. The skit shown was really enlightening. in case you have no idea what i'm talking bout, i watched a mini-skit today that depicts how we teenagers are being controlled by our parents. Kind of reflect abit and feel that maybe sometimes i do things abit the overboard, but that's me.. I shall attempt to change but then it will certainly take a long time.. tata.. gtg and bathe.. then pack bag and sleep. bye people.